Monday, January 16, 2006

Blog Personality

I was thinking last night about what to blog next. And that got me to thinking about my blogging personality.

The thing is, I'm having trouble getting my own personality into my blog. I think I need some advice. If you're reading and you have advice for me, de-lurk and help!

The thing is, I have a pretty wicked sense of humour most of the time. Fairly dry, often sarcastic, and (i'd like to think) pretty quick! but, I don't seem to have any of that on my blog. I'm pretty sure that I sound boring, and i hate that. I want to sound like my life is right now - nothing out of the ordinary, but I love it! I'm having a great time now, and I don't think my blog sounds like that. I've thought about trying to put some of the conversations I have into my blog, but I think that often they are 'you had to be there' moments, and I really don't wanna sound like a total try-hard.

Maybe its because I blog at work (at lunchtime, or before or after the day) and I'm not entirely thrilled with my job right now. I'm having a minor career crisis, but I'm pretty sure it will pass soon enough. I'm just not sure about stuff. I don't want to say anything more than that just yet, and thats for a few reasons. Firstly, in case my boss comes across this and flips out. Second, because saying it out loud (or blogging it) makes it real, and means I have to think about it. I just don't wanna think about it. It makes my brain hurt, and maybe my heart a bit too.

I'm not sure, but I'll keep you posted.

In the mean time, my boy is excellent, and I find myself smiling as I start typing about him. He's just making me so damn happy right now. god I'm lucky. I'm starting to think that maybe he is it for me. really. he drives me mental, and sometimes I just wish I was with a lawyer or doctor or something, but he's lovely, and I can live with words like 'brang'. because that's him. he's rough around the edges, and I'm a little less normal than even my friends and family realise. He knows, and he loves me anyway. Maybe even because of it.

Lucky Lucky girl.

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